Tuesday, February 17, 2009

Jigsaw Puzzle

The past few months and to be exact ever since I hook myself to DCCK, I am experiencing some kind of mystifying happening. As if I am fitting a jigsaw puzzle of hundreds pieces. Every one piece is coming into perfect lock. The pieces are coming in piece by piece and at the least expected timing.

Today, as I solat zohor, I felt a very fine different tingling of sincere inner peace beyond words description! Like that one cool serene morning as I was driving to work. Suddenly, the moon was along side with me and smiling as if communicating with each other. Yes, I know - to be aware of the "bisikan" but I just could not help myself being with the moon.

Coming back to the jigsaw puzzle.

What my late father had taught me and my siblings came back in such systematic manner. Then the experiences with Ani's late grandfather and late uncle who both were very humble "teacher" having students of their very own and "guiding" them all the way. Then I met that friend who after much persuasion finally admitted what I had known about him all the while.

And oh! So many more that words are just not enough to describe. I did not know all this while. I really do not know.

Alone is sincere. Indeed. I like the silent of the night. I look forward to that serene silence. I never felt this way before and I pray to Him that the feeling stays forever. As long as I live.

I have been "aslept" far too long.

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