Fuh!
Furious!
Frightening!
Nafsu Amarah embraced her very tightly and I just could not do anything but stayed quiet and calm. I just could not figure out what really got into her but it seemed the toll is too much for her to take it all alone. And she is my superior - in the work related ranking.
Yet just another human.
Manusia.. macam aku.. yang tap! sepetik jari-jemari.. terus lupa.. terus lalai.. dan nah! nafsu amarah pasti datang menerjah dan menguasai!
In such "awareness".. of nafsu amarah.. I remained my poise. I am in the process of training myself!
Be careful! I reminded myself.
Watch.
Listen.
Say nothing.
Do nothing.
Until and unless I am requested to give my opinion.. I had decided.. I would just remain calm and poised.
Menambah tidak.
Mengurangkan pun tidak.
Menidak tidak.
Mengiya pun tidak.
dan dengan izin dan kuasaNya.. Cik Ketua kembali tenang. Cik Ketua yang hampir-hampir tidak dapat mengawal nafsu amarahnya di bilik mesyuarat tadi.
Dan aku.. memohon kudratNya.. kembali tenangkanlah Cik Ketua. Entah apa agaknya.. hari ini.. Cik Ketua begitu tertekan.
What is that all about?
Was it a meeting hay wire because the expected participants did not turn up?
Or was it the products were not of expected qualities?
Or was it her.. just a human.. enveloped by nafsu amarah?
It could be me.
It could be anybody.
Therefore.. Ingat!
mengapa marah-marah?
kerana syaitan.
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