Ritual Drowning of Self

macam bagus je!

never be behind wheel

when the wheel is turning

3 True Words

a door that closed

no food.. no drink

nothing

just emptiness

no new year's day to celebrate

no chocolate covered candy hearts to give away
no first of spring
no song to sing
in fact here's just another ordinary day

no april rain
no flowers bloom
no wedding saturday within the month of june
but what it is, is something true
made up of these three words that i must say to you

i just called to say i love you
i just called to say how much i care
i just called to say i love you
and i mean it from the bottom of my heart

no summer's high
no warm july
no harvest moon to light one tender august night
no autumn breeze
no falling leaves
not even time for birds to fly to southern skies

no libra sun
no halloween
no giving thanks to all the christmas joy you bring
but what it is, though old so new
to fill your heart like no three words could ever do

i just called to say i love you
i just called to say how much i care, i do
i just called to say i love you
and i mean it from the bottom of my heart

i just called to say i love you
i just called to say how much i care, i do
i just called to say i love you
and i mean it from the bottom of my heart, of my heart,
of my heart

i just called to say i love you
i just called to say how much i care, i do
i just called to say i love you
and i mean it from the bottom of my heart, of my heart,
baby of my heart

(i just called to say i love you.. stevie wonder)

XXX L aka Triple L

No Answer

it takes my life

Down the River

and "drowning" me and myself
back tracking

the ritual down feeling of today

6) the day ended..

5) tensed of a path crossed

4) as the confusion began to set in

3) oh.. Brisbane River

2) a happy genuine journey

1) a brand new day in a new place

What Look?

i-hate-me look

nonsense

non sense

no sense

move! move!

yup! i m moving..

no doubt via my fingers..

but i m moving!

ButterFly

http://sangperindulara.fotopages.com/?&page=6

u think i'm ur friend.. then take my advice

confuse.. further or less?

i have no clue.. none at all.

Perfect Question but Not So Perfect Timing

"adakah sifat Ketuhanan bercakap pada jasadnya gitu?"

"tidak semua pertanyaan harus dijawab dan hak untuk dijawab"

http://sangperindulara.fotopages.com/?&page=4

"padamkanlah dengan wudhu yang sempurna

mencari redhaNya dengan taqwa"

Unexplainable is Ilmu?

"God uses us to bring us up near HIM"

Rahmat dan nikmat Allah s.w.t. sangat tinggi nilainya.. semuanya itu membawa kepada ketenangan jiwa, lapang dada, tenteram lahir batin.

"the unexplainable is ilmu," said that friend

hence..

"tidak semua pertanyaan harus dijawab dan hak untuk dijawab"

Smoothness is Ilmu?

kawan:

can u bezakan antara ilmu dan perasaan

gerak Tuhan dan akal

saya:

not in thinking mood

kawan:

yes u can

thinking is akal

saya:

explain

kawan:

smoothness is ilmu

saya:

smoothness?

in relation to?

kawan:

the unexplaineable is ilmu

anything yang bergerak

hidup bergerak

walau salah.. hujung betul kata ilmu

walau betul.. hujung pasti salah kata akal

Pemberian-pemberian yang langsung daripada Tuhan sangatlah sedikit adanya selain datangnya pemberian itu daripada Nya dengan tiba-tiba.. supaya hal keadaan ini tidak didakwakan oleh hamba-hamba Allah dengan sebab ada persiapan atas pemberian-pemberian itu.

Apabila kita bertakwa kepada Allah s.w.t. dengan mendalam, yakni takwa yang telah menjadi sifat tabiat kita atau dengan perkataan lain telah ringan tubuh kita lahir dan batin atas pengamalan takwa kepada Allah s.w.t., maka barang siapa antara kita yang telah demikian keadaannya, maka sewaktu-waktu Allah s.w.t. akan memberikan pemberian-pemberian yang halus dan bernilai tinggi pada hubungan tali halusnya dengan Allah s.w.t.

Sebagaimana hadis Rasulullah s.a.w.:

"Ilmu itu ada dua macam, antaranya ilmu yang tersembunyi dalam hati, maka itulah ilmu yang bermanfaat."